This week’s guest at APAD is Nathan Pearce from Southern Illinois with a selection from his series Midwest Dirt.

When I was 18 years old I packed my bags and left rural Illinois. It had been my home my entire life, but I thought in leaving I would find the perfect place for myself elsewhere. In the city everything and everyone I knew was very different from what I knew back home and yet at the same time familiar. The wild and restless days of my youth were in full swing. But when I awoke those mornings I still expected to see my old midwestern life.
Where I was living wasn’t exactly the wrong place for me, and at its core my life wasn’t drastically different, but it wasn’t home.
I came back home to live almost a decade later. I still have no idea if this time I will stay for good, I don’t know if that will ever happen.
The wild restless days and nights haven’t ceased.
Some nights when I lay down in my bed and close my eyes I fantasize that I didn’t ever return. I dream that I could get right back up and go over to my corner bar in the city and have a drink looking out on the crowded street.
But I’m not there. I’m here. In the country.
Now it’s just after harvest time, my favorite time of year. The fields are almost cleared and I’m barefoot on my porch with a beer in my hand. I can see for miles.
This project is about a time in my mid twenties when I can feel the tension between home and away.

This week’s guest at APAD is Nathan Pearce with a selection from his series Midwest Dirt.

This week at APAD: Nathan Pearce.

This week at APAD: Nathan Pearce.

This week at APAD: Nathan Pearce.

This week at APAD: Nathan Pearce.

This week’s guest at APAD was Nathan Pearce from Southern Illinois with a selection from his series Midwest Dirt.

Thanks a lot for being part of the project, Nathan!